Ted Grimsrud—September 14, 2023
In reflecting on my journey as a Christian pacifist in the American Empire in a series of blog posts, I began in Part 1: Embedded Theology, by setting the context for my encounter with Jesus’s gospel of peace. An important part of my embedded theology—beliefs about what matters the most that I mostly absorbed from my surroundings without thinking critically about them—was what I call a “blank check” mentality concerning war and the state. I was ready to go to war should I have been drafted. When I became a Christian at the age of 17, that mentality was actually at first only reinforced.
During my first two years of college, I remained pretty unaware of the antiwar sentiment that was growing with the disenchantments with the US war in Vietnam. However, after my second year, I spent the summer working and playing softball with a number of returning Vietnam war vets. Seeing the evidence of their trauma from their war experiences in their lives caught my attention and I began to have some sense of questioning my prowar assumptions.
A new church and the beginnings of a new perspective
I switched colleges between my sophomore and junior years and attended the University of Oregon in Eugene. The UO was a site of plenty of anti-war agitation, but at first, I paid it little attention. The key step after my move to the new town was to find a church. I ended up joining a small, non-denominational congregation, Orchard Street Church—still conservative theologically but socially progressive and lively intellectually.
Much more than in my Baptist congregation, in this new church people were interested in learning more about how to apply the gospel to our current social context. This was an important time in the American evangelical world due to the emergence of groups around the country who espoused “radical Christianity.” These “left evangelicals” challenged evangelicals’ traditional political conservatism. This movement kind of petered out before long, but I happened to be in the right place at the right time as I began to question what I had been taught about war and the blank check. A number of us at Orchard began to be interested in this evangelical left.
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